You want it to happen to the other person and you don't give a damn whether they suffer, [because] all you care about is yourself” (Orwell 305 ). In essence he explains that he attempted to preserve his life and that he used all necessary means. His actions speak volumes about his lack of emotional connection to anyone, even Winston. The fear of her own mortality far outweighed any feelings of attachment she shared with Winston, and this is why Julia only wants what she thinks she needs. She was only together with Winston because of his sexual desires; she was never devoted to him