I thought he should show me all the attention because he was the boy and I was the girl. I was also very mean, for example if something bothered me I didn't tell him about it, I didn't want him to think I cared so much, but in reality I did. I would ignore him and assume he should know what the problem is. Since I gave him another chance, I told him from the beginning that we need to change some things in our relationship and one of the most important things was communication. I was never good at communicating or expressing my feelings and neither was he, we just acted immaturely and only played to hurt each other. My decision to break up with him and also just take some time to think and be on my own had a big impact on my behavior and helped me grow mentally. It has definitely changed my attitude, I'm still working on myself but I couldn't be happier with my relationship